Thursday, November 3, 2011

I just lost a chance to do good

Assalamualaikum wbt...




hurm..today I had just lost a chance to do one good deed. I was quite stressed with all the school stuff especially when I had hundreds of essays to mark. It really put me in a not that good condition. So what happened was I was asked by one of the teachers to send sick students to the hospital. On my way back, at a traffic light, a makcik knocked my window and asked me where I was heading to. I think, that makcik aged around 60 plus based on her look. She said she wanted to go to the town but my destination was a different one. She also said she did not know how to ride the bus to go there. Hurm..actually, I was rushing to go back to school since I had class after that and the traffic light was already green at that time. When the makcik said, "oh tak pergi bandar ke? tak apa lah". I smiled at her and drove my car in a high speed because I was afraid I would miss the green light.




Ehem2..well, honestly speaking, when the makcik knocked the window, I went goose bump. I remembered one of the teachers told me her own experience giving a ride to an unknown makcik. After she sent that makcik to the destination, the makcik suddenly disappeared just like that when she turned around to say good bye to that unknown makcik. So, it was not really interesting to listen to that kind of story right!!




However, all the way back, I kept thinking of that makcik and I really felt ashamed with my self. I should have helped her. It took only 3 minutes to go to the town. Then, I made a u-turn and went to that spot where I met her but she was nowhere to be seen. I searched everywhere but there was no sign of her. Hurm....weirdo..anyway, I did feel frustrated because I thought that Allah might send her to me and wanted to test my iman. Which state was my iman was at that moment.




No doubt, I just lost the chance to do good and we never know when we will be given with such opportunity again.




hurmfff...




Wallahualam...

8 comments:

ati shariffuddin said...

passenger yg x diketahui tu kdg2 kita kena baca ayat kursi dulu kot. it's ok to help, but be sure to be safe. :)

Christoph said...

You learn by what you are doing (no matter if good or bad) - next time you may just go for it! Nice blog /Regards, C.

hanna said...

hee sya pernah face situation mcm ni. tp bukan makcik nak tumpang kereta..^_^
masa tu, sya dkt dlm bank. nak buat cash deposit transaction, waktu tu seingat sya, sya dlm bank RHB...tiba2 ada sorang makcik cuit sya yg tgh mengelamun sambil menunggu turn ni. makcik ni pun area mcm 60++. makcik ni tanya sya, dkt mane bank maybank dkt area tu. sya bukan lah tak biasa dgn area tu, tp kenapa sya boleh blur thp max, sya boleh kata 'tak pasti lah makcik' & terdiam blur...
right after sya ckp mcm tu, ada sorang kakak ni pergi dkt makcik tu & lead makcik tu keluar dr rhb bank tu & terus tunjukkan way to maybank . sya pun keluar gak sekejap nk tgk kakak & makcik tu...

haha..dlm kes sya ni, sya rasa menyesal sgt sbb, sya mcm tak tried harder enuf utk tlg makcik tu. sebab lame gak gap mase atr sya blur & biarkan makcik tu dgn time kakak tu dtg tlg makcik tu pulak..

disebabkn itu, on that certain day, sya pnye rase guilty capai climax smpi apa ja yg sya buat mcm x kena. hee

saja nak share cerita. ^_^
takpa. mgkn bukan hari kita, inshaALLAH akan ada hari lain utk kita buat kebajikan. ^_^

nurilahi said...

ati: haha..kalau sempat baca la kn..mmg kena sure it is safe to tumapngkan sape2.my mom also said the same thing. takut kalau orang jahat ke apa ke nk ambil kesempatan. So, its better you are not alone in the car if you want to help anybody.

C:thanks..=)

hanna:i can feel u..sama la kita..

mr tragic said...

nice blog...semuanyer dugaan...sabar selalu...pasti ada hikmah di setiap kejadian.regards

cikgu siti hazreen said...

zaman sekarang ni, nak tolong orang pun kena fikir dua tiga kali...dunia, dunia (sambil geleng kepala) ^_^

Tina said...

nice blog... i love it

illham pohan said...

salam,
nice blog.. niat mmg baik.
tp kena fikir diri dlu lau nk tlg org.. skg ssh nk pcaya org.. tp lau makcik tu, erm.. baik lau tyme u nk tlg org u ada teman.. ;)